"you're taking this out of context"

i wasnt given context. all i was told is that i apparently cant go to -club-. because of drama. because they get a safe space, and i dont. why would i get one? i wasn't the one hurt in the relationship. obviously they were hurt so much more than me with how much they tried to work on themselves. they were obviously devastated at the idea of separating after bringing it up. they were obviously so hurt about it that they had a breakdown and went home. oh. wait. that one was me. and they never apologized. never gave me context. obviously they don't want to talk to me. but im the one taking things out of context.

"im still here"

no you arent. you say you still care but you dont. go fuck yourself with your fake changing and lying. you never even cared enough to listen to me. you never cared enough to try to remember things i say. fucking christ, you told me i was doing something wrong and i tried to fix it, and when i tell you you're doing something wrong you decide that we have entirely different ways of thinking and want to break up. fucking figure out yourself you uncaring bitch. all this talk about changing yourself and you never did and never will.