why do you always seem to blame me,
why do you always seem to hate me,
why do you always want to blame me,
why do you always want to hate me,
you say its for the best,
but its just like the rest,
another line for another lie,
and yet all you do is sigh,
i always apologize for others,
i always try for another,
but this is not what i sought,
this is not my fault.
run through the streets,
you cant hide from your problems,
run till you hurt your feet,
is this not how you want to treat?
me and my feelings,
just stomp them down and out,
shove them in a tiny ceiling,
act like i have no right to cry
why do you always seem to blame me,
why do you always seem to hate me,
why do you always want to blame me,
why do you always want to hate me,
you say its for the best,
but its just like the rest,
another line for another lie,
and yet all you do is sigh,
you always want to make me cry,
and yet all i want to do is die,
is this not what i was taught?
PLEASE THIS WAS NOT MY FAULT,
please just leave me alone,
let my thoughts swirl and grow,
have all those ugly feelings thrown,
maybe if i die the seeds will sow?
hold it back behind walls,
if you need cry in the bathroom stalls,
is this not what i was taught?
PLEASE THIS WAS NOT MY FAULT,
please, its all i ask,
its not a very hard task,
its the only thing i ask,
just let me take off this mask.
why do you always seem to blame me (hate me)
why do you always seem to hate me (blame me)
why do you always seem to frame me (hate me)
why do you always seem to blame me (blame me)
all i want you to know
the only thing you need to hear,
all i need to show you,
please just let me say it here,
its not my,
please listen to me,
its not my,
please dont ignore me,
its not my fault