i want to die
my heart to stop,
my lungs explode,
my liver rots,
my brain burned,
my muscles shredded,
my bones broken,
my nails torn off,
my wrists slit,

i want to be an indescribable mess,
like a charred, bleeding, corpse,
i want to be a statistic, on the news, no name, no photo,
just an indescribable mess

i want to slit my throat and cut my wrists,
i want to riddle my body with cuts and gashes,
i want to burn and bruise my fists,
i want to burn my face and rip out my lashes,

i want to rip off my skin like a shirt,
i want to break my bones to a mist,
i want to be prematurely burnt,
i want to fucking kill myself,

i want to die
my heart to stop,
my lungs explode,
my liver rots,
my brain burned,
my muscles shredded,
my bones broken,
my nails torn off,
my wrists slit,

i want to be an indescribable mess,
like a charred, bleeding, corpse,
i want to be a statistic, on the news, no name, no photo,
just an indescribable mess