im used to being seen through,
but it feels bad when it comes from you,
i wish i could read your thoughts to see what you think of me,
you get in my head like a pirate and his crew,
why is it that you make me want to not be free?

why must we uncover our masks and show our hearts?
can you just understand i'm hollow, there's nothing there,
i want to know how this thing starts,
i want to know that you feel this way too,

god, please, i dont want this,
i want to hate you, despise you,
if i could have any wish,
it would to make my love untrue,

please let me go,
shove my heart away,
please let me go,
i dont want to stay,

i love you and i hate that,
but god, i could never hate you,
i'm so used to being seen through,
but if feels so bad when it happens from you.