the world is full of injustice and evil and bad and worse,
yet here i am crying about my privileged pampered 1st world life.
they all have it worse than me,
less than me,
but i cant handle the thought of life itself,
it all comes running, banging,
through my head, damn my head,
i want to cry i want to shout,
please let me find another way out.

please i just want help to understand