There are many days that I sit alone
    In the bathroom
    Crying
    Dying
    
    
    

    

    And other days my head held high
    With my friends and family
    Loving
    Happy
    
    
    

    

    And I'm told
    By only myself
    That I deserve none of it
    And that I should go back to my bathroom
    
    
    

    

    But I am wrong
    I deserve the love
    I feel from those around me
    And I should stop bringing myself-
    
    
    

    

    Down is where I belong
    Because it is where I am safe
    From my own pain
    And my-
    
    
    

    

    
    
    Family loves me
    More than I can ever know
    Because they are wonderful
    And they will always-
    
    
        

    

    
    
    
    Love who they think I am
    But not who I want to be
    Because I hide myself
    Scared they will-
    
    
    

    

    Hate who I am
    Because I haven't shown
    them. And I'm scared
    That I'll hate myself
    
    
    

    

    
    
    
    
    And I'm afraid,
    Afraid,
    But that won't stop me
    Because I am-
    
    
    

    

    
    
    
    
    
    Weak.
    And that's all I'll ever
    be. Because I am nothing
    I am horrid. I am-
    
    
    

    

    
    
    
    
    
    
    Amazing and unique
    Because only I can be me
    And only I can let myself be
    free. I am my own cage
    
    
    

    

    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    Which I should not escape
    I am nothing
    I am nothing
    I am worthless
    
    
    

    

    I am not worthless
    I am not nothing
    I am not even perfect
    But I am me
    
    
    

    

    
    Stop lying to yourself
    You are nothing
    And always will be
    Nothing
    
    
    

      I wonder what would happen if
      The moon drifted away
      But we had
      A self-sustaining colony on it  
    
    

    
    

    

    
    
    I am me
    You are nothing
    I am everything
    Go away
    
    
        

    

    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    You cannot run away from your own thoughts