Hello Internet,
I want to write more. In an organized way. But I don't have the time or motivation. I want to write more for my book. I like my book. It's a good book. But I can't get myself to write anything. I always have something else I want to do, something more important, more entertaining, more involved. And so it sits in hiatus, forever unmoving past the infant stage of develpment. I also want to finish the game I was making with a friend - Sea of Souls - and I have so many other projects I want to do as well. How do I focus on one thing? How do I finish one thing at a time? I have so much to do. I have so much to do. I have so much to do. I need to finish it all, don't I? To even have a chance at being something, being someone, doing something, being remembered. I should start with a smaller project. My boardgame, maybe? That would be good. I should start there. The book will stay on the backburners, the game will stay on hiatus. I will finish one thing, just to show myself I can. I really have an issue with procrastination. It's not healthy. And there are a few claasses I just don't agree with. My current English class is very annoying. I swear, I try to do stuff in there, but whenever she's doing stuff at the start of class I have better things to do, and then when we actually have time to work on stuff I'm busy. Plus she only gives us like 15 minutes to work on stuff. And we also need to submit all of our papers in order for her to even accept our assessment, which I've never had to do before. I have specialized in taking care of tests, not doing all this other stuff. I do tests. That's how I've gotten through school.
See you next time, Internet.